The loneliness is palpable ( Read more... )

I wanna see this movie so badly ( Read more... )

Well, I got back from Newport yesterday...finally. Apparently I had been there for a week?! In all seriousness though, it was definitely time to leave. I had a great time seeing the Orange County crew again, and I finally got to meet the infamous Mr. Lowless (which was not as traumatic as I had been warned it would be). It was of course great to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what's up with my mood these past couple of days. I don't feel like just staying in the house, but I don't really feel like seeing anyone either. I think I just need time alone. It would be nice if I could just go out, get a cup of coffee, and sit and read by myself without having to worry about running into anyone. That doesn't ( Read more... )

I don't sleep anymore. It's practically impossible for me to fall asleep before at least 3:30 in the damn morning. I hate it. I run out of things to do. There's only so much on the internet, people slowly disappear offline until I'm left in a virtual no-man's-land of cyberspace, the only book I have left that I brought down with me ended up ( Read more... )

Alright, late-night boredom and cold medicine have brought me back to LiveJournal for a random post. I was clicking around a few minutes ago reading everyone else's recent entries, including those I read on the sly, and I happened across my old journal from my freshman year up here. Things were so much different then. I know that not much has ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow is the day that I leave to begin my third year of college and I must say I feel terribly unprepared. I think there's something about coming back home (even for a couple weeks) that makes me feel nervous about this whole "growing up" thing. Everytime somebody asks me what my major is, and then inevitably what I'm going to do with it ( Read more... )

Well, I suppose if I'm still going to read everyone elses' entries I should probably provide my own. We're going to do this in bullet format so as to cover as much ground as possible without me having to come up with transitional phrases. Ready kiddies? Here we go ( Read more... )

   ( A glimpse of the future )

Well, the apartment hunt is not going as well as I had hoped. I'm edging up on the last week of the semester, and the end of my lease and I have still not found a place. I'm beginning to fear that I'm going to have to either live in my car or move in with Ian. I'm not too pleased with either option. Needless to say, my car really doesn't have ( Read more... )