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Take Back Your Life
Not everything is perfect right now. Some things aren’t any better than they were and a couple things have even gotten worse. But you know what? Things are changing. I figure it’s high time I take control of my own life. High time I start making decisions for myself instead of for everyone else, and high time I actually allow myself to achieve, ( Read more... ) -
Seriously?
What. The. Fuck. -
Remember Coming Out of the Closet?
I feel like even my (2?) straight friends know what that was like... hiding yourself from everyone, not knowing if you'll ever belong, if you'll ever fit in, petrified of breaking the hearts of your friends, your family, your lover if you had one ( Read more... ) -
"Savior" by Rise Against
So... I just heard this song today... and... I love it. The end. This and that Adam Lambert song. You all know what I'm talking about.
It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an ( Read more... ) -
Just Answer Me This.
How far would you have gone? -
(Untitled)
Fuck this shit.
Seriously.
I'm not fucking doing it anymore.
Resigning might mean letting them win, but I don't fucking care.
I'm going to fucking lose it if I don't. (I might if I do.)
And if I'm going out, I'm doing it with a bang. -
Did It
Quit. Didn't throw it in his face. Should've. Or maybe not. Maybe better not to. Bigger person blah blah blah ( Read more... ) -
I Need A New Everything
I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING WORK TO DO and I
NEVER GET AROUND TO DOING IT because
I AM TOO BUSY DOING BULLSHIT FOR OTHER PEOPLE or else
TRYING TO FIND A FUCKING JOB SO I CAN STOP BEING SO FUCKING MISERABLE and sometimes I just feel like
NOTHING EVER FUCKING WORKS OUT EVER
and sometimes I think I’m a bit melodramatic.
They finally got around to firing ( Read more... ) -
Maybe I'll Tattoo "Fairy" to my Face
Today was failtastic. Media Board was the crowning gem on Student Activities’ Fail-at-Life Agenda… and then I had work.
First there was Hardcore. Hardcore and I had an educational discussion today.
“Dude. T’s a bitch.”
“Yeah. He is.”
“I mean, whatever, be yourself, but, I hate when guys are prissy like that. Bitchy like a girl would be.”
“Do you ( Read more... ) -
Illness and Rage
I feel like shit. Violent, enraged, hacking, wheezing, dripping, slimy, brainless, nasty shit.
I don’t know why I’m boiling water to make food. I’m fucking starving, but I know that in the six minutes it’s going to take the water to actually boil, I am going to have another bout of chills followed by a cold sweat followed by an inability to focus ( Read more... )