i feel so gross. i didnt really eat anything yesterday, but drank, ended up throwing up, lost 2lbs, but i think taht was just from dehydration. then, my fat ass probably ruined it, ate so much today already, and its only 1:30. wow. i hope i dont gain it all back. just having an orange at work, so hopefully i can work it all off by then. I have to ( Read more... )

Started a 4 day fruit cleanse yesterday, eating only fruits and water and 100% fruit juices, although I am not goin over 600 cals though ( Read more... )

 do this to myself? I was at my lowest this year (117.2) on saturday... but it is now Tuesday...and i am a distgusting worthless weak piece of shittttttttttt. i am 126 / how the fuck did i manage to gain 8.8 fucking lbs in like 4 days?  mind you, i ate a shitload today, so im sure some of that weight is food and water in my fat pregnant-looking ( Read more... )

okay this fuckin sucks.
I have been super worried about being pregnant this week ( even though im not sure it is possible, as i havent had my period since the end of march) so ihavent really been watching what ive been eating. And i have gained 2 fucking pounds in like a week and a half. this is bullshit. I have too much on my mind let alone ( Read more... )

no news...or in my case gain/loss is good news right? ahah
just kidding. of course i want to be losing weight but at least the numbers on the scale havent moved up ... usually this would piss me off but ive been so busy and VERY stressed about so many things lately ....ugh. i need a magic perfect-happy-life pill
HAHA.

today has really sucked.
Fergie last night was pretty gay, she put on a good show though, but the night in general was pretty crazy.
It was so fucking packed and I almost got in a fight with a girl from school and I just feel really sick (not hungover though) haha
today. I feel like I have no friends...literallly. All I have been doing this summer is ( Read more... )

 okay, so i got my belly button peirced...finallly, and I just keep on losing...im at 117.6 :( Its still a lot because I want to reach 105 by the end of July but theres no doubt that I can do it. Anyways, Im gettin smashed tonight and going to a Fergie concert...ahhh I love summer :)

wow. things have been going pretty well for me the last few days.
i have been extremely sick for like 3 days..and I have had like no appetite at all. I lost 2.2 lbs in 3 days....with no exersize. I have just been sitting around and sleeping. it has really been a good excuse to not eat and just sit around and be lazy :)
anyways...since yesterday I ( Read more... )

 ok, so i am only 0.4lb from my lowest (so far this year) and i am hoping to lose at least 1.2  by tomorrow so i can be 119.
wont be too hard, i hope. Its 11:35 and im not too hungry yet...actaully i am, but im having 200 or less today and i am not going to be eating tomorrow because its gonna be one big drunk fest for Canada Day! :) hopefully i'll ( Read more... )

 uggggggghh omg. i was finally into the "teens"  then i had the worst day ever.  went bridal shopping all day with my family and i havent ate that much food in so long! i was doing so well.  i want to fucking die.
i tried to purge but just a whole bunch of water came up. damn it. 
well i am working tomorrow then i will be alone the whole week and i ( Read more... )