So yeahh;; im getting to be 18 soon (in about a month) and i've realli ended up becoming obsessed with this whole boob job thing and i have to do it i really do.. but i realli dont have the money actually i DONT have the money so i think im gonna do the whole www.myfreeimplants.com thing and try to raise some money like that and uhmm work on my ( Read more... )

so yeahh;; nothing realli has been going on in my life just working and stuff;; finally got my l's =) ;; uhmm got back in touch with an old friend;; pat so thats cool;; uhmm just been chillen with him everyonce in a while;; me and joe got into a little dispute this morning.. he accused me of cheating on him.. wow.. thats like the biggest thing ever ( Read more... )

ughh;; i need to get back in school.. i have no life i could've been graduating this june! but instead i was stupid and dropped out and now im fucked.. the only school i want to go to is riverside;; i wanted to stay at my dads on the weeknights and go during the week to school;; but everytime i try to engage in conversation about my issues with my ( Read more... )

so.. who knew that would be my last day of fireschool.. and i would quit that thursday and not show up? what a waste.. oh well.. my EMT courses are coming up in july i cant wait and nobody is stopping me wit that... i think i might go back to fireschool... who knows? i need to start spending more time down at the firehouse cause whatsw the point of ( Read more... )

So yeah I'm sitting here in class (fireschool) on my sidekick bored as all fucking hell.. Yipppeee.. Ladders.. Man this is bulshit all yu need to kno is how to extend and retract it.. I'm not a ladder co.. So who cares?.. So yeah I have this new friend justin and joe has been fighting with me for 3 weeks about him and I really don't wanna lose him ( Read more... )

ughh jeez..

Man I feel like I'm going crazy.. like I don't have my head on straight or something. I'm getting bored with life.. It seems like everything is going like in a routine.. I need something new.. Even my relationship is going routine and thats not good.. Its like.. uninteresting I guess? I dont't realli know how to say it but i guess its like getting ( Read more... )

i dont get it.. sometimes i just get the ache back of a broken heart.. its like the feeling never goes away.. its like unbelieveable how something like that can happen to you and how you can be just completely over somebody and in a totally different relationship and then when your by yourself the feeling just fucken smacks you in the face.. like i ( Read more... )

so anyway things have been great.. ive been going out with joe and his friends.. and its awesome.. i mean i couldnt ask for anything more.. im not like going crazy anymore.. my moods are back and everything its awesome.. im happy all over again.. i mean.. its great.. my phone got shut off again.. so that just sucks balls.. but we're being extremely ( Read more... )

so yeah.. i got my tongue pierced.. its fromed a keloid im extremely upset bout it.. uhmm my lovahh. is going to be bringing me around.. finally.. so im excited bout that.