I WENT AND GOT MY TONGUE PIERCED!

So yeah I got outta my rutt.. again.. lol ive been doing fine and being my normal self again.. its awesome.. it helpss.. so yeah i jus wanted to update and let all you ppl who reads this (whoever you are) let you know whats up.. but yeah im fine.. i'll live!! lol but i'm beggining to get nervous cause my surgery is next week =( i dont want them to ( Read more... )

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so yeah i feel all sick and stuff and idk why.. its shitty... my boyfriend is out tonight so its w.e. uhmm.. tonight Lizz and i just layed around and watched movies.. and now im jus la.yin around doing nothiinnng.. but i had funn with lizz so its okay..

Ugh.. god.. so i jus got out of the shower.. sexxxy riight?? lol.. so yeah i still aint too happy with that thing last night.. i sent him a text and asked him if we could talk about shit tonight.. like the relationship is still great its just gettin tough again.. and his ex... dont get me started she fucked him over so bad and she has the nerve to ( Read more... )

so yeah my boyfriends ex said somethin that like pissed me that fuck off.. she better not start comin around him and fuckin with his head and shit cause i will be so fuckin pissed.. god what a fucken retart she says that shit but she fucked mad shit up with them and shit ugh godd!! I hate that bitch so bad and i dont even kno her.. she better jus ( Read more... )

so yeah im just chyllen at the firehouse by myself everyone is at class or upstairs so its whatever.. im just chyllen.. i talked to lizz about all the stuff that was bothering me or whatever and it still didnt help.. i dont know what to do i dont know if i should bring it up or let it slide im so confused! summer is on the way and i just dont know ( Read more... )

So yeah.. last night i totally wigged out.. but some of it was true.. yes i agree that i dont have friends.. and yes i agree that i need to have more fun.. yeah i do need to get out a hell of a lot more so thats why this summer is gonna be wild.. im gonna go out with friends chyll with some old crowds and jus chyll ya know?? if i cant make new ( Read more... )

I constantly hate being isolated.. or jus left out.. i hate when i get these emotions wher i just wanna burst out the seams and just come out with it but its so hard and i hate bringing up hard times.. it sucks to try to have fun.. i only go out so i can try to have fun cause i dont anymore. its just the simple things. i just wish i could do all ( Read more... )

=( .. I guess he chickened out? *tear*