well last night i was in the hospital all fucking night.. im in so much pain.. possibly a sist in my ovary or a blood clot. im scared... and i deleted myspace today... i got sick of my jealousy

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ahh im sitting here at the station.. bored off my ass waiting for a fucken call >.< lol.. jus talking to mark about my relationship and how its going so fast.. its straight tho.. as long as its lasts forever.. i realli miss my hunny tho =( .. i get to see him tomorrow so i guess its okay.. i cant wait.. for some reason i feel like im addys like ive ( Read more... )

P.S.>>>then i wont have anything to worry about also

hey.. well i think im getting rid of myspace.. i like it so much but i just feel tension about myspace.. idk.. with me and Him♥ whenever one of us gets a new friend we look to see who it is, check eachothers comments and everything else.. so i think im just going to get rid of it.. so if i dont have a myspace hes nothing to worry bout with that.. i ( Read more... )

x: hi
SucK3r4aStang887: heyy
x: whats up
SucK3r4aStang887: nothin tired
SucK3r4aStang887: yu?
x: nuthin in a bad mood
SucK3r4aStang887: how come
x: long story
SucK3r4aStang887: oh.. okay
x: but ill tell u cuz u can help
SucK3r4aStang887: lol alright ( Read more... )

I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns.

I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a ( Read more... )

Yeah im in a realli realli shitty fucking mood right now.. i dont know why and i dont know how but im in one of those crying moods... i feel like shit just totally sucks for NO APPARENT REASON.. although it doesnt suck .. but who the fuck knows.. i guess this is how im just gonna fucken live my life feeling sorry for no reason.. like im always ( Read more... )

yeah well im really tired lol.. so im just hangin out chyllleenn.. haha im so bored, i went to atco last night with Danielle. Pudge. Meatball.&Caveman.. it was awesome.. it kinda made me mad tho that i didnt make and effort AT ALL to go during the summer.. but its whatever.. i love it there haha.. made me think of that Oh So Special Someone.. so ( Read more... )

yeah well im bored sitting at home.. cause 2 sets of plans fell through.. the first set was to go to the station but i didnt feel like going there and the Frank called me and asked me if i wanted to go to Cherry Hill Mall but he was told he isnt allowed to drive bc he was under ansestesia or however its spelled.. this morning.. so im stuck at home ( Read more... )

heyy well its been a while since i updated this thing.. and a lot of things have happened.. Ive joined the Delran Fire Dept. and its cool.. its tiring me out and giving me something to do cause im a fucken loser and have no friends.. well i have friends but they live in a diff town .. so its queer.. uhmm i lost my best friend jess cause she turned ( Read more... )