I've got heart burn right now, so I'll tell you about the first time I was given the feeling of a heart burning. I was probably 24 ish? I don't know .. what I remember is that I thought I had swollowed a safety pin and it was stuck in my throat. Not exactly sure why safety pin was the first thing to come to mind, but I thought whatever it was.. it ( Read more... )

Intersestingly my Dad dieing didn't make me cry. I feel more frustrated than anything because now I'll never have the reconciliation that I was slowly working up to it too.. oh well, not a HUUUGE deal, just a chapter I'll never be able to finish. Not to be all.. "oh man look at that", but when I see movies where dads and sons are all doing male ( Read more... )

Really the Daily Show will always make me frown turn upside down, or Colbert Report.. or just about any funny comedian. A good meal is a good start, but doesn't usually work. Actually one I know usually works is hanging out with friends.. I can have a seriously fucked up day, and like joking around with my friends will remind me that shit isn't all ( Read more... )

Number one thing I hate is being ignored. Nothing upsets me more than after asking a question, or what have you then silence. I don't why.. exactly.. abandonment issues maybe? Whatever the case may be.. there is nothing quicker to get me to hate you more than to just ignore me.

Another moment? man, seriously who ever wrote this.. jesus ( Read more... )

... really, i think i should have read this list and how freaking bad it is before starting this.. I think whoever the original author was, wasn't very creative. I know I could have thought up a dozen or so more interesting things to write about than something as generic and easy as .. 'your month ( Read more... )

Almost went to bed without writing today's entry, even though I do have till rest of the day, it's best just to get it out of the way ( Read more... )

I've had quite a few pretty great birthdays. But I guess the last best birthday was when I turned 26. Mandy threw me a surprise birthday party at my friend's house. It wasn't much of a surprise as I'm a master detective. But I still had fun all the same, and it was very sweet of Mandy to do that for me and it showed how much she really cared, even ( Read more... )

Favorite Memory.. ug.. I don't really have favorite memories.. nothing I look back on with great fondness and wish I was there. Maybe to when I was younger, when I was less miserable. I went to Universal Studios when I was like 20 with a bunch of friends. While in the Earthquake ride we noticed an attendant wearing a "Daily Bugle" shirt, and we ( Read more... )

The subject of my kiss is both embarrassing and questionable ( Read more... )