I never try to allow my decisions to be completely objective or purely intuitive. The trick using the right amount of both to come to a conclusion that will not allow yourself to regret. It's been said that, you're more likely to regret the things that you don't do, than the things you actually do. I think I'm the exception to that rule. I can't ( Read more... )

Funny thing about my comedy is that it's depressing; sad thing about my depression is that it's funny. Gotta take humor where you can find it folks ( Read more... )

It was probably around nine when I read my very first book that didn't have pictures and wasn't read aloud during class or part of an assignment. The only thing I remember was that it was a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles book. While reading it, i couldn't comprehend any thing I could read whole paragraphs thoughtlessly reading away without really ( Read more... )

Being depressed is kind of funny, you can't really talk about how depressed you are because it just alienates those who don't ask, and by those that ask because it seems to be polite to ask and although the person may be concerned, they still don't really want to hear a list of reasons why life feels so impossible. I really don't want this thing to ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have certainly kept me too busy to really think about my life, so that inevitably leads to me being a bit more happier. Earlier today though, I fell off the wagon. VH1 had a SNL 2001-2010 year remembrance show. They had a segment basically saying how awesome it is to be on the show, and it reminded me of the time in my life where ( Read more... )

Finally.. another moment.. oh boy ( Read more... )

Oh, well it seems I already answered this one (Day 15.. so either they meant sleepy time dreams, or they're being redundant yet again). Accept then, my Dad was still alive and I didn't have any money coming to me and was more or less option less. Now I can pay off my student loans, hell send myself to a state school.. make a not very expensive ( Read more... )

While working at the William "Bill" Austin Youth Center of Cape Coral (though i just called it the "Bill Austin Youth Center" because not dumb, redundant, and long) they had this "guess which councelor by their baby picture" contest.. that none of the kids participated in. As you could guess, they had us to bring in a baby picture and I did.. the ( Read more... )

Hanging out with friends, I'd have to say that's one of my favorite places. Doesn't really matter where the physical location is, just having good times makes it my favorite place to be.That or when I'm asleep, or just before sleep in bed. Dreams are sometimes the relief i get from life.. life isn't THAT hard, but to me.. sleeping is soo much

In a way i fear nothing, and every way I fear everything. My fears aren't exactly physical, something that can be defined, and over come by being in the mere presence of it, and in the end proving myself better for it. No, I fear what everyone fears but what everyone has either ignored or learned to live with. It's the haunting feeling that ( Read more... )