Apparently another person deleted me off of facebook. like I said before, (that is if I said here at all) normally when that happens I don't give a shit.. hell I don't even notice. But when it's a friend that you've talked to over the course of several years, and thought you had a simi-decent relationship with.. However, with this one.. I kind of ( Read more... )

If you're lucky you have aspirations, something like.. goals or a dream, that you're working towards. Something you can help define your self. I don't think I have one, a dream that is.. I have goals.. not get fired, pay my bills, don't die.. not until that game comes out and I can play it.. those sort of goals. In the dream department the closest ( Read more... )

It's not that I desperately seek the appreciation from my coworkers, but it's funny how little they think of me. I'd like to believe that they, like I, don't honestly feel that we could "get along together". That is, in a social situation like at a party or bar. That, that is the reason I never get invited to those sort of things. 9 time out of 10 ( Read more... )

If you speak of a democracy, some would go on to say it's the most fair form of government there is, others would say it's a form of government ruled by the people, but most would think of America. However, any sixth grade student will tell you, we are not really a democracy but a republic. A republic elected by the people sure, but a republic ( Read more... )

Finally got that call today that I will not be getting a loan from Fannie Mae, which is fine because I told myself that I would send out demo reals to people trying to get some sort of job. Without any "real" editing experience I highly doubt I'll get anything but more news, if that even as more and more stations are removing that position from ( Read more... )

Another thing that I do that annoys me is.. sometimes I'll crack a joke and if it's funny enough for people for them to laugh, this will boost my ego to the point where I feel I need to make more jokes, because people like funny guys.. right? Unfortunately, this new found courage doesn't improve my ability to find new/better jokes. I always seem to ( Read more... )

I'm so easily discourage, and I don't know why.. I feel I usually have a pretty positive outlook on life. I mean I get upset sure, feel like I sometimes get the rough end of the stick.. but who doesn't, right? It probably doesn't help seeing so many people do so many amazing things, and all I can feel good about is getting another level up on Call ( Read more... )

I've never been so aware of my ass and what comes out of my ass, than how I have been in the past week or so. Last Thursday (two Thursdays ago), I went to go, to what I thought was to take a shit, and just farted... out of habit, I wiped and also out of habit, I took a look see at what the outcome was; instead of a nearly clean, albeit smelly clump ( Read more... )

I feel largely taken for granted ( Read more... )

It's akin to spending all day on a drawing and realizing that it's not exactly what you expected or planned out to be... you've made mistakes sure but you've learned to incorporate those mistakes into the over all picture, after a while those those mistake start to build and build and the picture you have, though may not be all that bad.. good ( Read more... )