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"I'm still here" check.
I've been meaning to write something in here, but the truth is.. it's just more of the same. Highs - lows.. aka.. life. But I keep on rockin' on, because the alternative seems so boring. -
like this.
Decisions are made by people who know what to do, or at least think they know what to do; insects don't make decisions they react to their environment according to instinct. I believe everything I do is wrong, I have accepted this only because as a person I need to make these decisions to survive and it makes no difference if no matter what I try ( Read more... ) -
99 ways to die
What do you do when you don't really want to exist, and at the same time you don't want to not exist? Suicide has always been a funny thing because if you have the will to end your life, then you have the will to live your life. It's also the one thing people won't talk about when you die.. that is .. when the cause of death isn't mentioned it's ( Read more... ) -
I'm not sure if I should say.. "I'm sorry" or "You're welcome"
I really don't think I have what it takes to put myself out there. Every time I do, all I can remember are all the times I've done before and failed... and I stop dead in my tracks. Yes, I've thought about it all those before too.. but I've drudged through, convincing myself, "This time it'll be different, I'll be different, I'll do well.. maybe ( Read more... ) -
"Other's can't love you, until you love yourself"
"Other's can't love you, until you love yourself"... I've always thought that phrase was bullshit; and I still do.. only it's not as full of shit as I had previously thought. Plenty of self hating, pessimistic, masochists have plenty of people who love them. I think the axiom's real meaning is something more along the lines of.. "You won't let ( Read more... ) -
It's called Top News for a reason.
Not to be bad news bears, but ever single person on my "Top News" status update in Facebook land has some sort of milestone; moving, degrees, traveling, etc.. and then there is my post about how it took me three hours to make turkey burgers.. granted they were a lot of work, but it's funny how people will wait for a perfect example of their life.. ( Read more... ) -
something like this
How I See It ( Read more... ) -
half meausre
The thing that pisses me off the most about myself is that I feel I have (or am just naive enough to believe that I have) enough opportunity to be happy in just persuasion the things I want to do, but when I just let myself bitch and moan about how I'm not doing anything. And when faced with the opportunity I'm instantly filled with dread and fear ( Read more... ) -
Tour of Elvis look a like house in Cape Coral, FL
tl;dw version; Highschool kids from 10 years ago interview a simi-infamous town's Elvis look-a-like and then tour his house, discovering shrines to Elvis, Jesus, and smaller ones of Marilyn Monroe and Frank Sinatra.. oh and a life size realistic crucified body of Jesus and lots of gay porn. -
You really dodged a bullet.
My girlfriend, or I guess she'd prefer fiance, I prefer girlfriend because fiance reminds me too much of finance and that reminds me that ceremony of marriage isn't about love but about money. Anyway.. she was propositioned by her ex-boyfriend's girlfriend... or one of his girlfriends as they are polyamorous or whatever; which is fine, I don't care ( Read more... )