It seems like just yesterday she passed away. The pain isn't as bad as it was before. I miss her very much but like my Grandpa told me we cant dwell on it forever and always wonder the what if's ( Read more... )

Last night at 1:40 am My Grandma Elaine V. Brunelle passed away. She had been fighting Cancer for 8 years off and on. When the cancer had reached her Brain we knew it would be long but she put up one heck of a fight. She leaves behind a Husband of (60 plus yr's) and Four kid's.


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Tuesday was a huge fucking mistake, The guy was nasty as shit! No sense of style, total loser and fucking smelled wicked bad ( Read more... )

So start off, holly shit I totally ran into this Guy that I ant seen in awhile. One of Mary's friends Charles. He told me find him on myspace yeah good luck with that I known his first name and that's about it ( Read more... )

What a crazy month this has been. I swear it's been more and more crazy as time goes on ( Read more... )

New job is awesome, I got more hours straight off the bat! I work a full week this coming week and to my normal schedule as needed. I work weekends but if needed I work during the week when ever a shift need's to picked up if that make's scenes ( Read more... )

A side from the fact Sarah broke up with me. I've been good. I put off saying anything to her and I called and we talked. I got overly pissed but I had my reason's ( Read more... )

Alright so damn, 25 now Holly fuck! I have a lot of time to think about something and that's I'm going to maybe give up being a Chef and go down another path back to doing Journalism. I wanna go back to College and finish off getting my Associates In Journalism. Sort of a backwards idea now, but could lead to something ( Read more... )

I cant go on like this anymore. It's pointless and endless.

I have nothing to give, I have not a once of happiness, I have zero ability's, I have no friends, I just have nothing. Pitiful and pathetic, are words that best describer me and what put here.

It's to the point now, I just don't known why?

I keep getting the same question why I leave Death Valley? Simple and straight forward and no bullshit ( Read more... )