Jan - I got back with Mary we started fresh and cleaned the slate and the rest of the month is pretty much a blur ( Read more... )

Fresh start is coming. I'm giving my Two week notice for Death valley and will start a new life outside of this place. I can't work in parks anymore Xanterra is a real fucked up company that has zero moral values ( Read more... )

So after being calm and relaxing and taking it easy. Things have calm down, My grandma is still doing pretty bad but from what my grandpa say's she's showing some signs of progress and is starting to gain more feeling in her left side of her body ( Read more... )

Today has to be the saddest day of my life. I learned tonight that my Grandpa has lung cancer and my Grandma now has Brain cancer ( Read more... )

What to think really way to much sometimes. Work has been the biggest stress of all right now it's draining me completely. And it's not that stress where it's like 5min and it's over it's more a less an overwhelming feeling of just when does it end ( Read more... )

I have no real Idea what to say, I'm more a less a loss for words. Sarah, went crazy and read my whole journal it scared the shit out of her! What to do expect the years have peeled away and my mind has been through a lot. I wont say or shadow my past, what I have posted here has and may take some back that has never lived the life style I have ( Read more... )

I was pondering what life would be like if I just ran off and told the whole world to fuck it's self! I mean what a great Idea save mass cash and just disappear. It would like no even noticed. Oh well, I'd never do it but sometimes seems like a great idea ( Read more... )

Can't believe it, I've been in death valley for a month and made it! Oh wait I still have till winter ( Read more... )

Sept (Day 1 Arrive!) - Holly fucking shit what a waste of space and life. These people need to get a fucking life and find help and do it fast! I first get here I go to the Inn and not knowing where the fuck to go I ask some jerk off desk guy and he gives us some lame speak about the place being closed and how I needed to leave. Finding the HR was ( Read more... )

Forever go was happiness and now looking the glass I shatter the reflection and this is it! Change is now and I forget the easiness of this step and the bit of people I care that this affects is worthless ( Read more... )