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My mother in law.
Thank God for a forum that really doesn't give a shit about my opinions where I can just voice them freely and not be judged or told to calm down. Because sometimes people just need to go off about something even if it's something they cannot control b/c it urks them so badly ( Read more... ) -
Nowadays.
Nowadays there is so much fog. So much smog of lifes disturbances. Stress, mess and chaos. Some positive, some negative. It's a matter of controlling what 'of each' you let in. It's difficult not to let it ALL affect you. But as long as I'm level headed I can handle it. Whatever 'IT' may be.
So basically lately there is yet more uncertainty. My ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Shining A Light on Inspiring Small Businesses
I think the most important positive thing about small businesses is customer service and customer appreciation. In a major corporation everyone is so busy that no-one has time for the customer anymore. For example any major company you call nowadays has an automated system. Generally it takes you ATLEAST 8 minutes or more just to speak to an actual ( Read more... ) -
Lately
Well it's been a while again. I don't know why I forget about Live Journal. I really should write in it more often. It's more freeing than FB or MYSPACE. Because only really strangers see it so no-one judges you or tells you what to feel or why you shouldn't feel a certain way.
Except my friend John and he isn't going to judge me. Which I've always ( Read more... ) -
New life, New Problems
So I gave birth to Regan Abigael Gibb on 12/31/07. New Years Eve. Will defenitely have to watch this kid when she gets older having a birthday on New Years Eve. HAHA. Who am I kidding, I'll probably be celebrating with her. haha!! So she is 2 months old now. She's a very cranky and fussy child. But she's beautiful and she laughs at shadows on the ( Read more... ) -
Future
So It's been yet another year since I've written on here. Since then I've since been married for a year, which is cool. And I am now 5 mths pregnant w/our first child. So now I feel overwhelmed with fear about work. Not about having a baby. I mean I have those days once in a while, but mostly it's about how I'm going to work part time from home and ( Read more... ) -
returning
It seems as though I always return here when I begin to sink. I don't know what it is. I got married in April, so I'm happy about that. But I just feel miserable. My job is falling down the tubes. And it's like I told my husband...I feel like my job defines me b/c I've busted my ass to get it where it's at. Plus it's not like I have a fucking ( Read more... ) -
Dreams
I keep having these fantasy dreams. Lesbian dreams, Vampiric dreams. I need woman flesh is what I need. I need to be overwhelmed by a womans skin all over my face and body to body. I just want to taste it and feel it. I don't know how or where or when, but that's what I need. -
Nada
One minute I want to embrace all of lifes differences and even the dangers because I know life is short and you have to take what you can from it. And all at once I'm like, Whoa, life is short let me slow down. Stay with what's safe and consistent so I don't miss anything. I can't make up my mind. I just want to do what I feel like when I feel like ( Read more... ) -
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Confuzzled and negated is what I doth feel(<----mucho drunk though simultaneously).hahah I don't even know what the F#@!!! Negated means. HAHAHAH Hey, what can ya' do. HAHAH I feel so FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! I need to get drunk and high more often. HAHAH amazing how a sensitive person just gets drunk and high and just wants to feel their heart ( Read more... )