Wow. It has been ENTIRELY too long. I feel like it's almost pointless to update seeing as how live journal is becoming a dying breed these days, but I guess I always feel better when I write stuff out and don't mind sharing it with only a select few people ( Read more... )

There's one particular downfall to being optimistic... It's limited.

You can only feel optimistic about your future for so long before you realize, this is your future. You can only hope and wish for improvement so much before you start to realize it's not much in sight.

Dead. End.

One of my favorite songs currently and potentially forever is "All Hail The High Seas" by Eye Alaska. There's just one twist to this story and that thought. I don't know the lyrics to the song. I can guess them, for the most part. They're not on Google... and they're not in the CD cover. But then I think about it... Lyrics make a song great... but ( Read more... )

What do you do when something is completely toxic for you... but you kind of want to save it ( Read more... )

I can't believe I cried so much tonight. I haven't done that in so long. Intense release.

This time of year brings on so many different emotions. I've come to the realization of what exactly happened at this time last year. All the mixed feelings I was having. How I didn't feel like talking to anyone, doing anything for a few days. In the last year, though, I certainly have grown and learned. I feel like there's someTHING out there for ( Read more... )

i'm frustrated as fuck with you. and i know you know i'm a ticking bomb right now. thanks. thank you so much.

I'm fighting. I really am. Fighting hard. But nothing in budging. Tonight was... just... painful. Painfully miserable. I just hope to god I can fall asleep tonight... and forget about it tomorrow. Fuck.

Tonight was nothing short of a pretty okay night. Went out to Ann Arbor, had some drinks, kind of felt like the third wheel... nothing i'm not already used to. I stumbled back to my apartment tonight, getting ready to go to bed. I figured I haven't stalked a certain someone in quite a while, might as well see if he's done anything knew or exciting ( Read more... )

While I sit here and think about this with my roommate tonight... It made it even more apparent that you were that person for me. You know... the one that you can't let go of. The one that came back you'd accept again in a heartbeat. The one you're head over heels about. That no matter their flaws, mistakes, or mishaps... you don't care ( Read more... )