I made a pretty brash decision last night. Some might call it ballsy and some might just think me a bit naive. I guess more than anything, it was an attempt to see if February was going to get better. Regardless, the results weren't what I was hoping. It just made me realize that this year has to better ( Read more... )

I don't want to be alone forever... but I simply can't imagine forever being without you... and maybe that does mean forever ( Read more... )

New Year. New... everything ( Read more... )

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

I'm annoyed with America's apathetic behavior of infidelity. Even though Tiger Woods was some super all-star golfer, he cheated.

Some people don't realize how much someone cheating on you can destroy and break you down.

I'm going to keep posting, because even though it's not like very many people read this much anymore, I guess a sense of sanity comes with keeping all my thoughts in check. On that note, If you're not very interesting in me bitching... this is a good entry to skip ( Read more... )

"... think of me when you're out, when you're out there. i'll beg you nice from my knees. and when the world treats you way too fairly, well, it's a shame i'm a dream. all i wanted was you ( Read more... )

Please be prepared. A very heartfelt update will be coming soon. As soon as I can stop and breathe and collect my thoughts.

Stay Tuned.

I feel like I'm becoming slightly weaker, bud. I see a picture of you and it doesn't make me angry anymore... it makes me miss you. Everyone has their great lives... I feel like I'm merely drifting through mine. I told myself I'm not giving in. I am. A bit ( Read more... )

I know it's not necessarily good to reminisce about past times when it becomes a bit painful... but today i couldn't repress my envy for my junior year of college. It was just such an amazing year with so many amazing thing happening. I feel like that entire year, I was happy, optimistic, close to everyone... things just seemed to be falling in ( Read more... )