A lot of shit has happened. WEll...not really. I'M A FUCKING SENIOR NOW!! WOO HOO!!! hahaha That's about it. lol I've been to a lot of concerts this summer. Still livin, still breathin. lol That's about it. Nothign really exciting. No boyfriend, no girlfriend hahaha so yea. i'll update this when some exciting happens worth putting in here. hahahaa

I'm a firefighter!!!! I'm part of Westside fire dept. in Bivalve. I got gear and everything. It's pretty fucking cool ( Read more... )

I'm finally a fucking senior!! Thank you god!!!!!!! That's makes me happy. I"m doin pretty good. I'm friends with Beans again thank god. He finally fuckin broke up with that bitch. We still have feeling for each other but we're not letting it get any farther than just being friends. So, that's good. Of course I still like Ben. Oh well, at least we' ( Read more... )

I'm finally a fucking senior!! Thank you god!!!!!!! That's makes me happy. I"m doin pretty good. I'm friends with Beans again thank god. He finally fuckin broke up with that bitch. We still have feeling for each other but we're not letting it get any farther than just being friends. So, that's good. Of course I still like Ben. Oh well, at least we' ( Read more... )

ugh...life sucks so fucking bad. Nothing is letting up at all. I almost hooked up with the drummer of goatbag. but nikki ended up fucking him behind my back. And then some shit went down between me and her. I ended up beating the shit out of her. And i shattered her finger. So she went to go get an x-ray and then totalled my moms car ( Read more... )

Seriously, it should be called Singles Awareness Day. This is the first time in 4 fuckin years that i've been alone on Valentine's Day and it fucking sucks. Fuck this shit. ugh!!! I'm missing beans really bad right now for some reason. This sucks so fucking bad. I called him to see wut he was up to and he was trying to get to sleep and then he was ( Read more... )

So much bad shit has happened to me. I really don't get it. I didn't do anything wrong!! ugh. First, i got into a car accident. Carol was with me. We're fine. A ford explorer hit me head on. I put a small dent in her side bumper. And i found out by my insurence that i'm not getting a damn dime for the accident b/c i hit her in her side and not her ( Read more... )

Well things have changed so fuckin quick it's not even funny. Ben broke up with me last night....He said that he just wanted to be friends with me and he wanted to be single. I'm not mad at him at all. We're still friends and i love him to death. I just thought i had something really good goin for me, i guess not. Maybe i'm just ment to be alone... ( Read more... )

ME AND BEN GO OUT!!!! YAY!!! (NOT BEANS) hahahaha I went to Bivalve last week to hang out with him and he just asked me out. OMG I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY. And he's not against smoking or drinking which is really fucking cool. And he plays drums REALLY good. Omg, i am so happy. Last night, me,Alexis and Ben went to our friend Erics house (Alexis's ( Read more... )

A lot of shit has happened. lol. Some shit went down with me and jerrad and now he dates Ashley again. That doesn't bother me. I've learned my lesson with him. He never liked me like that, he just wanted action. oh well, fuck it ( Read more... )