my life is screwed...like woah. just gotta make it through this week and then i'll be dandy...at least half way.

Everyday I'm growing closer to God. I'm learning new things about him and am giving myself over to him more everyday. I'm evaluating myself and the things I hold most important through a different perspective. In the past days I've realized how selfish I am and how my thoughts need to be captivated and looked at to see if they come from Christ or ( Read more... )

Opening Credits: "Human Nature" by Michael Jackson ( Read more... )

jealous..i'm jealous. i finally admit it.

well good things are happening in room 245. kelsey is going to be in RA in the lovely brandt next year! michaela's interview for study abroad next spring went smashingly well! AND im rooming with good ole katarina reiher next year! on top of all of this splendid news, me and the other two parts of the trio are becoming easter bunnies tonight, ears ( Read more... )

so im a little pissed that i get in trouble for trying to be a good person...

i feel so weird right now...so inadequate

okay...here's the dealio. i think i could be content being at luther for 4 years to becoming a museum curator and then moving to a big city and working myself up in power at an amazing museum. content....but happy? so my class on apartheid in south africa hit me really hard. the things that people are capable of doing to each other are awful and ( Read more... )

after going back through my livejournal entries i've decided that i was plain weird during highschool...like seriously. i was such a freak. i dont even know how my friends could stand it...prolly cuz they were freaks too. i like looking back, but a lot of times i would hint at something important and then not write about it! how freaking ( Read more... )

hes moving back..i havent seen him since october, but its still hard to think of being more than 4 hours away from him...usually im 2. when he told me my heart skipped a beat. its just...so weird to think of. he wants me to ask him to stay, but im trying to not be as emotionally involved. of course i want him to stay...im trying to think with my ( Read more... )