this hurts so much...

i'm done. i dont exactly want to be, but i need to be. im being played...

so im leaving soon and frankly...im more then ready to go. im so excited to start new at college. its like a chance to recreate myself, although i like who i am pretty well right now. today mum and i went shopping which was fun. we haven't spent a day together like that since way before i left for nawlins. tomorrow we're going to go get shampoo, ( Read more... )

RAY IS COMIN TO CHRISTMAS!!!!

we are the youth of our nations...thats keke for ya. when shes not sleeping shes saying ridiculous things and getting all up in my business. jk...shes one of the only ones not in my business. im prolly about to die because of this whole ray thing, but i really dont even care anymore. actually...stuff with ray is weird now so i care...but not as ( Read more... )

i am being screwed over...

so a bit of drama has arisen with ray. on his facebook wall there is an interesting comment from one of his ex-girlfriends, which im not really going to go into. it basically comes down to me having to put a massive amount of trust in him. im willing to do that...i am doing that. a few people have told me that i need to guard my heart, but its ( Read more... )

i have found the greatest christian guy down here who is willing to wait for me. for a year, or two, or even three...although thats not necessary. hes waiting for me until this internship is done. God truly does reward those who do His will. i followed Him and what he was leading me to do and i may not be able to be with that special someone now, ( Read more... )

so i met this guy from N.O ( Read more... )

Boy oh boy, I do love this city. I am down in Nawlins having a blast. There's ten of us interns, all of us so different, but somehow we get along. There are 6 girls and 4 guys (boys overruled once again.) There is Tiff from Florida who is super fun and a great helper. Then there's Julie who is seriously amazing. She encourages us so much and has ( Read more... )