I knew today wasn't going to be a good day. At all. Running out the door to catch the bus i knew it. Walking into first period with a headache i knew it. My mind was everywhere today. My mom freakin stranded me at the school--thank god i have friends that will go out of their way to pick me up. When will things fall into place so that I dont have ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if its even worth it. To think that much about everything that has happened and possibly that ever will. To put myself through the thoughts. And I sit alone and just cry. And feel pathetic at times because I allow myself to create the atmosphere that breeds these feelings. I guess its what I want ultimately. But shit if I'm ( Read more... )

We got an early dismissal...that was great. I got a ride home and that was perfect. Now I'm here waiting to see if Jills gonna come over and watch Garden State w/ me. What a GREAT day.

Ahhh I had the weirdest nap dream. I'll post it later..blah

I realise I'm two days late but..

2005!!! Happy New Year!!!!!

I got part of my birthday present from my sister in the mail today. I love her soooo much. She got me a journal. Something I really need. My thoughts are just sooo...blah. It'll be nice to have something pretty to write ( Read more... )

SO many things I feel like I need to do. I've never been sick so many times in such a short time period. The thing about houston is you can walk places but a car will honk every two seconds at you..or someone will drive by and slow down as they pass you. I hate men. Do they actually think I'm going to stop and jump in the car with them because they ( Read more... )

I'm really suprised hardly anyone's written anything about this tsunami/earthquake. When it comes to natural disasters it seems people just aren't as sympathetic as they are when people are attacked by other people. The death toll may reach 75,000..and so many people have lost everything ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm in H-town now..It was crazy drive. I dno what possed my parents to even do it. I just hope that this is all going to be worth it. I'm upset I'm not gonna spend any days of my break in NJ..but I'm happy to be in a somewhat warmer climate. We'll see if things get difficult between my brother in law and I. Mmm..my hair smells great. ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for houston tonight. My mom's like.."Uh we're driving to houston ok?" so I'll hopefully be there by tomorrow night..I hope i get to see everyone I wanna see :-D Alright merry christmas guys..later

Everyone's been updating a lot lately...it seems like everyone has something going on. I'm just one big fat question mark. I'm in the library and supposed to be working on my journalism shit..which I am not doing. I'm just thinking about my life. I've met an insane amount of people. And they range in where they fit in society. God I just don't know ( Read more... )