Anyway, I guess this kind of just gets used as a place to vent now ( Read more... )

I've been having a really hard time at work lately ( Read more... )

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, most of us don't know very much about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

I'm really feeling frustrated right now. I am not going to school this semester. I don't know if I am going to be able to ever actually go. I tried to get financial aid. I make $11/hour and tuition is $11,600 a semester. Obviously, I need financial aid. Except that I have messed up my credit. It is getting better, but I have made mistakes. I ( Read more... )

I guess you all know that I am trying to go back to school this semester. Because I already have a BA I don't qualify for a lot of financial aid to get a second Bachelor's degree. This one is a science degree. All I qualify is Stafford Loans. That caps at $12500 per year, and school is going to cost me $23000 give or take a year. You don't need ( Read more... )

So far this month has been pretty interesting ( Read more... )

So I did it. I spent the night at my mom's house the night before, and took the valium before bed. The next morning I took the trilazoram, and didn't really expect much, but... Boy was I wrong. I had read that it had some amnesiac properties. Holy crap, I remember taking it, and waiting for mom to take me, but I don't remember the ride there. ( Read more... )

I need to eat something soon. I am having sedation dentistry tomorrow. I need a scaling and root planing. I have 2 diazepam to take when I go to bed, and two lorazepam for tomorrow morning, and then I go in, and they give me something else. Once that is working they numb me up with the usual stuff, and get to work on all four quadrants! I'll be ( Read more... )

Lately I have been doing things that I think are pretty good for me. Trying to take better care of myself, and also getting ready for the future. Today I went back to the dentist. When you go the sedation route you have to have an appointment where you fill out forms, and pay for everything. You are pretty well sedated before you even hit the ( Read more... )

Not that you guys really need to know, but after 18 years without a dentist appointment, no cavities! The crazy thing is that I have never had one. I don't know why, but I never have. What I do have is a ton of tartar, which I guess shouldn't really come as a surprise. With that comes bacteria, and gum disease. I have some bone loss, but the dr ( Read more... )