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Turmoil again
It's been such a long time. Last night I realized that it had been a year since my last romantic relationship had ended. I've had one lover since then, and enjoyed his company, but there was no emotional attachment beyond the already present friendship. H remarried his former wife and reached out to me from his self-made unhappiness and I ( Read more... ) -
No Boundaries.
A relationship with no boundaries ( Read more... ) -
The art of seduction
My needs are, perhaps, peculiar. To me they seem quite normal and well within the range of what a sexually aware woman might want. However, my difficulty in procuring a partner or partners who are willing and able to meet those needs makes me question that normality ( Read more... ) -
Peace
If you take a piece of crystal, like a wine glass for instance, and apply pressure to it, eventually it will crack and break. If that same piece of stem ware holds a liquid it will "struggle" to continue to contain that fluid for as long as it has any cohesion as an object. Even once broken, if a concave section of the glass remains it can still ( Read more... ) -
Standing on the Brink
I have the thread of it. I know which one it is and I can feel it when I pull or pick at it. The trouble is that every time I loosen the knot the thread snarls again as soon as I let go of it. It takes so much effort and it's so frustrating to me. Why couldn't I have been presented with an easier challenge, one that was not so integral?
You've ( Read more... ) -
ARGH.
My body makes me crazy ( Read more... ) -
Balance
One of the beautiful things about identifying with water and the concept of flow is the ability to understand that there is a time to fight a current and a time to ride it where it will take you. The flaw there is an assumption that the flow goes in only one direction, which I've talked about a little bit before. Predictable, relatively uni- ( Read more... ) -
Day Seven and More
Surprisingly I'm not hurting so terribly as I thought I might be, though my muscles are quite fatigued. I can already tell a difference in my thighs and butt, and my posture seems to be improved with no effort. Last night I slept like a rock, and today I feel all light and full of energy. Hopefully tomorrow when I go back I'll be all pumped up ( Read more... ) -
Day Six
Now I know why the ancient Hebrews told that YHVH rested on the seventh day. I'm tapped out, and all I've been doing is going to the gym, not creating the Universe ( Read more... ) -
Going on Day Five
Four days of training in a row and I've lost 3.5lbs. w00t for the week one motivation! Yesterday I hit a pretty intense "runners high" on the elliptical at about mile 2. I've experienced them before, and even done some pretty restful meditations while physically working very hard. This was odd in that it was about as intense as the journey work ( Read more... )