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Quiet...
I was told today by one of my good friends that I've been quiet recently (text message wise) and I'll admit that I have. I've had a few things on my mind recently and I still don't quiet know what to do with these thoughts. My main thought that's swimming in my head is that I haven't been nurturing my other friendships outside of the one friend I ( Read more... ) -
I'm dead inside.....
I'm really a emotionless bitch sometimes in regards to my mom and her feelings. I should feel bad and guilty for her (and I use to feel these things until I realized that I felt them ALL the time and that's not normal... no one should constantly feel like that) but most days I just don't give a shit. I'm tired. I want to be happy but it's like I ( Read more... ) -
Slow weekend...
You wouldn't know it but this weekend was one of the first weekends I had a few hours to myself at home and I relished in the feeling. My sister was at her first high school robotics competition on Saturday and my parents had this church thing for couples. Me and fur baby enjoyed a peaceful afternoon.
Songs I'm listening to today...
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Apathy...
..has been my constant of being since moving back to my hometown in February of this year and then sometimes the resentment shows up when I'm feeling particularly low. I don't know which one is worse but both make me feel like a shitty human being for feeling them because society dictates that I should feel some joy being back with my family but I ( Read more... ) -
Song obsessions...
I've been really bored with my music lately so I've been going down the youtube rabbit hole watching music video recommendations and I've actually found quite a few songs that I've been enjoying. If there is something you should know about me is that I love sad songs... if it can make me cry than it's good in my book ( Read more... ) -
All fired up...
Where to even begin... typically I'm all about using twitter as a way to journal and vent when I'm feeling a certain particular way but today has tried my patience in regards to the people in my life and 140 characters is just not going to cut it. Over the years I've kept a small circle of friends that I've met over the course of high school (which ( Read more... ) -
Oh boy....
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Seriously?!
Just went over the anime list for Fall 2013 and nothing is catching my attention because they all look the same to me... except for Magi and Kuroku No Basket but really?? As much as I do like anime I have been having a hard time getting into them the last few years. Plus quite a bit of anime's coming out are part 2 or 3 of an already ongoing series ( Read more... ) -
Where the hell did the time go..
I still can't believe that it's already September... time sure seems to fly the older you get and I'm barely 24. It's weird though this week I was thinking about growing older and it absolutely TERRIFIED me because I've apparently never really analyzed the fact that I will one day be 50 years old (granted I live to be that age). Life is really ( Read more... ) -
School and work
I wish I could post more often but my net book is officially crapping out (seriously I can't even use it without wanting to go all 'Hulk Smash') and I find posting from my phone tedious. There really isn't anything like being able to use a keyboard. But I officially start school in two weeks and holy cow I'm a little excited.
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