Why did I have to start caring again? I didn't care about anything but my friends and most of my family, but no, I had to find a guy who would make me care again. I thought I was doing good for a while there. But, I had to break my promise to Bratt, and make him my boyfriend. Why did he have to be so great? Why did he have to make me feel the ( Read more... )

* Who are you ( Read more... )

I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!! I hope I get the job, cuz I need the money. What I should do is start writing again. I know I wrote something in my last entry, but it sucked ass. I got to see The Wolf last night. Happy me!! He brought me a rose and everything!! He's such a sweet heart. And he's all mine Karen, so......phbbbt!! (that was a rasberry, ( Read more... )

I never thought this would happen ( Read more... )

I filled out an application for Home Depot, I hope I get the job, I need one bad. Bratt and I were talking about getting our own place when we were cleaning my room, so we can hide kitties. I really need to get my life together. I have to stop being afraid of everything. I know I need to grow up and take responsibility (I don't know if I ( Read more... )

Ok, I know that I keep talking about Drew, so for those of you who are tired of hearing about him....don't read this entry. Cuz that's probably all I'm going to write about today, well for right now. I might write in here again today, but I doubt it ( Read more... )

Look!! I'm updating! It probably won't be much, but oh well. I'm just really bored. My wolf didn't call me again today, he's probably out drinking. I wish I could do that. I was hoping I would get to see him tonight, but maybe tomorrow. Anyway, the mark on my shoulder is going away ( Read more... )

I knew this was going to happen, as soon as I got that message, I knew he was going to say it. And to think, I gave up everything I had going for me. I'd still give more, but it's pointless. She won. She gets everything I've always wanted. Everything that made my life worth living. I know you guys are going to tell me that he's not worth ( Read more... )

I can't keep this in anymore. I'm tired of having everything I do be for everyone but myself. I quit. This may hurt some people or anger people, but I have to get it off of my mind for a while ( Read more... )

Yeah, I don't really have that much to say really. I just figured I would write something, since I'm bored and all. Has this ever happened to anyone else...you're bored, but you don't want to do anything? Well, it's going on with me. I guess it's because I'm so used to having someone to talk to online. But, now that I can't talk to that person ( Read more... )