HALLELUIJA PRAISE JESUS! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
umm... just reminding you to read my blog! and sharing that God has set me free! I'm free!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah if you want to know more about what God is doing in my life you'll have to talk to me or read my blog!

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So I have this blog... that I would like you guys to read. A lot of really cool stuff has been happening in my life lately ( Read more... )

I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. Relationships just come and go and I feel like I suck at maintaining them. Plus I feel like God won't take care of me because I live in fear and make stupid choices and do stupid things too much. Things that I should enjoy like hanging with friends I often dread because of how uncomfortable I feel. ( Read more... )

2 Samuel 17:10 (New International Version)

Then even the bravest soldier, whose heart is like the heart of a lion, will melt with fear, for all Israel knows that your father is a fighter and that those with him are brave.

Hillsong United - Shout Unto God

The enemy has been defeated
And death couldn't hold You down
We're gonna lift our voice in victory
We're gonna make Your praises loud

Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
Shout unto God with a voice of praise
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
We lift Your name up
We lift Your name up

So I fell off the face of the earth so it seems but I haven't really. I still feel like I am, like I'm somewhere far away. I feel like two diff. people. Ever since Zambia I've been super depressed. I don't get it. Do meds really work cuz for awhile I thought they were helping and I was doing better but now I'm down again. If I'm not working I ( Read more... )

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You always hear that people really want to be known for who they really are. Why isn't it that easy? I think of people I love and i see how awesome they are and yet they are hurting inside and I want to know them not just the awesomness I see and then I thought, then why am I afraid of showing others that part of me? Before I could not hold in all ( Read more... )

Bleh, I should be in bed right now. I sort of have the spring break blues. I'm home doing hw and doing nothing. Any other potentials around here are shopping or doing something I'm scared nearly shitless to do like hang out with people around here or go to one of my churches or just talk to someone I've lost touch with. I don't really have people ( Read more... )