Its January 1st 2006. I recently became a stock holder and i'm trying to see what will happen over the next year to my money in the market. its funny that once i have money invested i'm more interested in news and world events. so i guess thats a good thing . i also have a surprise up my sleeve for 2006. my fiance is bothering me right now so ( Read more... )

So. You say i need to capitalize. So here I am capitalizing. So its almost june. Soon i'll be home and away from all this. they say i'm getting leave sometime in july. and that i'm supposed to be home in the middle of september. i got off work tonight so i can work even longer. i'm gonna get to play some d&d soon. Isn't that great. ( Read more... )

who knows what to write about. i figured the more i write here the better i'll get. and this way people can correct me and i can get better at expressing myself. most of the time people misunderstand me because i skip thoughts. if that makes sense to anybody. later on i'll look back at this and realize i should have done it earlier. so sandy. ( Read more... )

i'm so tired lately. all i do is work eat and sleep a little. once in a while i get to go to the gym . hang out with some friends and watch movies. but thats about it. i wish i had more time to organize my thoughts before i put them on here. but this is what life is like here most of the time.

i prayed tonight. i dont know why its hard for me to pray and i have to force myself. i like praying and i want to do it more but i dont like being a hipocrit. i wish i could spell that right. well praying for one thing and doing another messes with the mind. does anybody else go thru this ( Read more... )

i keep finding out things about myself on this deployment. hopefully it will help me later on in life. recently i started remembering the good times i had with my brother when he was little and i felt really bad that i ignored him when i was a teenager. i felt like i abandoned him kinda. hopefully it didnt hurt him too much. i just realized that ( Read more... )

hey people. i dont know who reads this. passover is coming up and it'll be the first time i wont get a chance to celebrate it properly. hopefully i'll figure something out and my friends will help. although not all the people i'm with care enough. well whatever.

its another monday in iraq. doing the same thing again. i think i pissed off my friend today. i didnt mean to but it happens all the time. people missundestand me but its my fault because i dont watch what i say or express myself the way i want to. i just talk and hope that they'll get the message. soemtimes they dont like today ( Read more... )

hey there. i'm about to go to work two hours early which sucks cause i dont have time to chill with my buds. nothing exciting going on right now.

today on patrol i accidently drove my truck into another one behind me. scary shit. nobody got hurt. i got a time out. i had a reason for going backwards but i did it too fast . anyway ( Read more... )