When re-reading my previous post I take note of things that stand out to me. I write in the first few lines about how is it that we can forget such difficult times. When I read that a second time it stood out to me; I expressed that sentiment from a place of privilege and that statement exhibits it. With that statement I assume all people share a ( Read more... )

I mostly don't know what to say after reading many many entries from ago. One thought that does occur in my mind is how can we forget such difficult times in our lives? Difficult, crucial times in our formation. Also, what kind of youngun was I? Christ, I don't intend to invalidate my younger self, I was kinda funky. Certainly I haven't lost the ( Read more... )

I'm all sliced up, old friend. I just need to get away. So soon. Perhaps not soon enough.. You've seen me through many things. I've changed in so many ways, however some things stay the same. Well, I no longer have much hair on my head - down to the stubble. I'm falling, you know. Well, not yet. My last couple fingers are slipping, the slow suck of ( Read more... )

Old friend. I am bleeding again. Slice me up I say, I chant. My demons have swallowed me, finally. I slice them up and see my self. My true self. Beneath it all, the lies, the words, the face, the skin. I am dying, every day. The pain I feel burns itself in my nostrils and lets go its vapor in my eyes. I am alone friend, finally. Alone. A part of ( Read more... )

I'm currently living in Philadelphia this summer with the person I've been seeing for six months. I have 10 months to figure out if I want to go back to school. I have a lot of figuring out to do in order to do a lot more.

The semester is almost over. It's almost time to go home. This time is strange for me because I view it as the intersection of two worlds. Even more interesting to me is the timing. Right as my perspective of the once-new reality is reaching the peak from which I would descend I leave for the home I know that holds so much memory and familiarity in ( Read more... )

Hey livejournal. I don't know why my layout is the way it is. Happened a while back and I haven't bothered to fix it. I just select all/high light everything, teeehe. Hope you are all well!

Feeling makes me tired. When I'm tired I don't do things. When I don't do things I feel worse about everything. That's not exactly where I am right now; however, I am tired but that's from the day's activities and my unhealthy sleeping pattern these past few days ( Read more... )

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