So yeah, I don't write on this journal..... just using it comment. IF you wanna read my real journal go to http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=ebonyfiredragon .

Just say ONE nice thing to me dammit! I can't even remember the last time that happened!

Gummibear942: guess what!! i havent talked to patrick in a long time.. i learned some things about him that made me want to throw up.. made me soo sick
AstralWolfe617: lol
AstralWolfe617: Ummmm. yay?

For the first time in a while, if at all for that matter, I feel as if I am not truly alive but not truly dead either. Things seem pointless to strive for yet I do not wish to part from them. I stand in awe at the magnificent system that is the world and its people, and wonder what it is that drives everyone. Love is a trait differently defined by ( Read more... )

Ok ya'll, the inconvenient triangle from long ago has now morphed into the 4 doors, two of which are locking and disappearing. They are as follows ( Read more... )

So talking to Valerie tonight, I REALLY hate this Patrick guy. First of all, I learn today that he has a son, and he's 22. Second of all, she told me how he called her totally wasted and wanted her to come to Burleson with him. Thank God she said no way, and while she was over tonight watching a movie with me, she got a call from Alicia saying he ( Read more... )

Wow, I am so fucking tired of not being able to win or excel at anything combat related. I can't arm wrestle, I lost a normal wrestling match to Mike Wood today. What the hell am I supposed to do though? It's not like I wrestle OR arm wrestle all the time, and I feel like such a fucking weak ass with no victories to speak of. Guess that's why girls ( Read more... )

In Harmony today, I realized how out of place I really do feel. Things are the same everyday, when I try to have fun I get yelled at, and I have no real connection to anyone in the group except Mike. I don't even know how to act around Germaine and Kelly anymore, Lee makes me angry too easily, Griffin thinks I'm psycho, Gabe seems to just tolerate ( Read more... )

OMG so it's after school today and I'm in the Choir room singing through all-state music as I'm about to leave, and I see a blonde girl who sparks my curiosity. So, during a time when we weren't singing I walked up to and said "I was wondering what your name i, just curious" and she says "Kristen" So I'm like "Ok, I thought so, I'm the one who ( Read more... )