if i wasn't so hopped up on painkillers, i would write something more thoughtful. but all i can muster at the moment is, "I really liked this." a lot. i think we should run into eachother at some point in our lives.
"it took me to get to this state before i realized how beautiful pain was." I read this and all i could think is how much i loved this, and how much i dread becoming you here (because i could see it happening). I see this and i think that maybe, just maybe, you aren't as devoid of feeling as you think. i certianly felt something when i read this. its not a normal emotion, its far beyond simple emotion. I see this and i fear for my existance. the abolition of a note. I think of some people (a person), and desire for them (her). I just wanted to say sorry (i know i didn't do anything) and that i love you for this entry.
i've probably said this in the past, but i'll say it again: this is one of the nicest comments i've received. you are awesome and i love you for your insight (into what i thought everyone would see as nothing).
thank you. that makes me sad, in the happy way (lol you dont want to know, although i think you might be a person who could understand even with what i said there).
just a question, one you could decline to answer if you wish: is my insight accurate? If not, is my question of something deeper "into what i thought everyone would see as nothing" inside what you said accurate?
i just realized i never answered this. your insight is half-correct.
it's sad that i have to be inebriated (whether drunk, stoned, etc.) to write anything halfway meaningful anymore. but i suppose that's a good thing as well. the further i am away from the old me the closer i am to my goal of completely recovering from myself.
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just a question, one you could decline to answer if you wish: is my insight accurate? If not, is my question of something deeper "into what i thought everyone would see as nothing" inside what you said accurate?
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it's sad that i have to be inebriated (whether drunk, stoned, etc.) to write anything halfway meaningful anymore. but i suppose that's a good thing as well. the further i am away from the old me the closer i am to my goal of completely recovering from myself.
yeah. emotional healing is a bitch.
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