Sometimes I feel lost in myself, in the weaves of the air, in the way you died and left me with one less person to talk to. But I talk to you still, in my mind, you bring me necklaces and old t-shirts and you love me still. You are many years younger and bright and the light still turns on when you walk by. How did everything get so broken I ( Read more... )

Today everything is broken.
Fill the holes with something else
a little more tangible
another body, another piece of skin
and I loved you once
between the shadows and the stars.

Last night, a wedding.
And I thought, sometimes it feels like,
though the world is spinning
I am standing still.

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I want to pack up the

contents of my heart,

ship its fiery stones

and open walls to another

place, far from the lost

lands and far from you.

I said, "You have no idea how vulnerable I am to you."
He said, "No, I don't. But I want you so much."

Carry my joy on the left, carry my pain on the right...

high,hi, high on the hill, having heavenly big thoughts about a girl named amanda. she shows up on the shore with the perfect shoes, gives one a kick and hooops over the shell. drinks. yeah two. make em hard, but not heavy. string em together. it'll give me something to hold onto.

I feel like a smear on the window, a red tangerine bitten piece of a puzzle forgotton beneath your feet. Keep your beauty to yourself, because right now I hate you. I want you to dissappear, never speak to me again, float away, do not be nice, change your face, kill the light in your eyes. Love your ex-girlfriend so then I know why you don't ( Read more... )