a dark girl sat next to me in my car this afternoon ( Read more... )

This year was a year

of severing;

of wicker, glasses &

glassy eyes,

of frightened

fragile birds

and buried

hearts.

Time destroys all things.

In the end what matters most is
how well did you live
how well did you love
how well did you learn to let go

Tibetan Proverb

Tarot Reading
* I should move on from M, he is not worth it. Whatever I feel for him now will not last, it will fade away. He has money problems, is dedicated to his work, and is alot of fun. He is not a bad person, but not for me. There will be an engagement. He does not always tell the truth. I can not trust him anymore. I will walk away ( Read more... )

And just when I thought it was over, & I was removed, I find myself back again, trapped. And I hate that I am still in love with you. You who are weak, a coward. You who made me believe in love again.

I will not give in this time, I will pack ice around my heart and look away from you. I will not look at you again.
God make this over. Make ( Read more... )

It is almost done. The wheels are turning. I am almost gone. I realise now that what I want and what I need have become two different things. My plans haven't worked, never worked. They fell apart as soon as I conjured them. So I am running away.

I have almost seperated myself. And I can feel it already, how much I will miss you.

i can't look at my body in the mirror any more ( Read more... )

It is over. He wanted to close the door, leave it ajar. I have locked it. I realise now that he's no good for me. I am too obsessed, infatuated. Limerance. Got drunk on a bottle of wine and went to bed. Woke up in the morning and decided this is enough, I must cleanse him from me. So I called my boss and told him my life is falling apart ( Read more... )

The other night, Friday night ( Read more... )