hello beautiful ladies out there in the land of emotions similar to mine. So ive been taking adderall just a half for the past 3 days. Wow its really helping me wiht doing my work more than anything! Im going to go to my doc and see what he thinks about prescrib. it to me. My car is out of commision so Ive been working from home for the past 3 days ( Read more... )

I need some thinspo!


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hey everyone, ive been busy working and dealing with shit. Im on day 3 of raw food diet detox its actually going pretty good and you can eat so much. Its supposed to make you regular so you lose weight.

So far had:
2 bags of grapes like tons of grapes thats all i snacked and ate all day
1/4 lara bar
1 cup cooked broccoli
some sunflower seeds

Bored today and not in the mood to do much. I was doing so good but then I drank some drinks last night. I went to go see my husband and talk about stuff. So we went to eat and had some drinks. I ended up having chips with sour cream at night. UGH I hate drunk munchies. That’s my new goal no more drunk munchies. Those just kill my diet. Although I ( Read more... )

New goal - 120 pounds !! I can do this
want to see ribss

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I havent posted in so long, I feel like ive been so detached. Its hard sometimes to jjust come on here and report how crappy i am feeling. but im sure it might help ( Read more... )

hello loves i havent posted as much as i used to. to my dismay i come on here and feel i have nothing happy or great to report. still not back with husband, still living at parents. still fat. dammit! i feel so blah and gross but at least im not eating as much as i used to and still working out like a fiend. I have my phen pills again and they ( Read more... )

hi everyone, been going through some tough times as I mentioned in my last post. I think i need to start posting more it might help in my whole process of trying to feel better. I have lost 3 whole pounds since i been alone! woo hoo and ive been working out so much its great. Yesterday I ate nothing all day until thanksgiving dinner. I had like 4 ( Read more... )

hi everyone sorry i havent posted my life has been a complete mess. this totally sucks, i asked my husband for a seperation and I am living with my parents right now this totally sucks but i had to do it. He hasnt been treating me the way i deserve to be treated. I dont want to go into all the details but i need some time alone. My eating is ( Read more... )

going to yoga right now heres a fat person pic of me in vegas!


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