i keep waking up blank;; staring at my ceiling wondering if this day will continue in a better direction when compared to my yesterdays;; i want to get rid of this attitude;; this attitude that i have.. i am sick of it; completly and utterly sick of my attitude and how i treate people, i hate it so much, pero i don't know what i can to do to fix ( Read more... )

yeah so it's been a while since i have written in this thing so i decided to type away some thoughts.. i have been sitting in my room for hours surfing myspace and commenting people because i am fucking weird.. yeah but keene tonight was sick.. i love my friends, they make me want to wake up in the morning.. that sounds sort of pathetic but.. you ( Read more... )

why do i do this to myself...

i hear your foot steps ( Read more... )

....drowning in the shame ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could just run away ( Read more... )

About me ( Read more... )

yeah so people get in debates about just about everything nowadays, but i got into this hardcore debate with my mom about how the infamous "they" watches us.. and how most of the news we here is so sugarcoated.. we "like" to hear about the celebrities' weight problems, and who is now currently dating jlo's ass.. i don't give a shit, the only reason ( Read more... )

i don't know whether or not to be happy or what kind of emotion.. what should display? some people are all about changing their own lives for the better.. but how do the people that actually want to help others do so? is it possible for one person to change something?? if so-- how?? my advice is to simply not take your blessings for granted, ( Read more... )

AHH Dublin... i honestly don't want this year to end.. i love most of the people that are here this year, and most of them aren't coming back.. which sucks.. alot of drama has taken place within the past two weeks, i have seen some really great people dismissed from this school, from poor choices that they had made, i feel bad and i miss them.. it ( Read more... )