these feelings are daydreams.

having come home has left me feeling less than my normal self. once i got here i have felt exhausted, drained, and confused. when i was in africa i thought so much and i really thought i mentally prepared myself for my return home. to understand that when i got here, things were going to be different. but argh. at the moment i desperately want to ( Read more... )

so i just found out that i am going to go to south africa on the 5th or 6th of august until the 24th. i am very very excited about this ( Read more... )

i really dont want to mess this one up.

i feel uncomfortable and restless ( Read more... )

speechlesthis morning when i woke up, i stumbled to the beach and sat there. and i sat there. and i thought. it was a very beautiful thing ( Read more... )

did we miss an opportunity here?

i think i might have.
but im pretty sure i made the right decision too.

my face is really warm and only lil jon can help me make those decisions we sometimes just have to make.

i cant get over this feeling i have ( Read more... )

i didnt like it when i didnt talk to him the entire day.

today i felt like a little speck that was going to dissapear forever ( Read more... )