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dear boyfriend,
happy one month! ♥
love ya,
melissa.
so i'm going to delete this journal soon.
today = me & tommy's one month.
also, julie & myself are going on a picnic!
sweet. -
but i only sleep beneath you;
it's safe for you
to choke in here
alone.
i made a new journal. it's friends only. now my problem is, i don't know who to add because i don't know who to trust. i know who i'd like to trust but so far there's only four people on the friends list. & that kind of sucks. i'm only adding people i know personallybecause i hate talking about my day & ( Read more... ) -
ladies night.
Julie, Miranda, Carol, Shannon, Jennnn, Kim, & Kim. Tonight was good even though I feel like complete shit. I was going to go to swayzes but there was some minor HUGE complications. Instead, party!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
time to go lay down & feel like shit. you should call me & make me feel better. :]
EDIT: 3:30am ( Read more... ) -
how does it feel?
i have a fever. i have the chills, & my whole body is throbbing. it feels like my lungs are collapsing. i, also, cannot sleep ( Read more... ) -
remembering you helped me survive.
i just completely collapsed. sweet.
i was confused about why i was passing out so i looked it up.
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& to be completely honest, you're not like all the rest.
right now would be an appropriate time to say some caring words, but no one would even listen anyways.
& even if you did, no one would believe them. but i do feel really bad.
in this past week i've managed to be banned from seeing Jennifer. & for those that don't know, i was already banned from seeing Julie. i've also managed to fuck up a few ( Read more... )