my arm hurts and i have a shit ton of homework to do and i have my whole life to pack up and i have to go back to work like right now. okay?

what ever happened to that feeling where every inch of you is magnified and there are a million tiny explosions underneath your skin all at once and we haven't even kissed, just touching, but barely...the one where i would rip at your skin to get inside of you but even that wasn't close enough. is it all used up? or was it only worth it when we ( Read more... )

these past few weeks have been miserable. my stomach piercing got infected and rather than prescribing me a topical cream, the doctor gave me these weird pills which i had an allergic reaction to. i broke out in hives and was dizzy and sick to my stomach for two days. that sucked. i recently went through this phase where i would vomit everyday ( Read more... )

i just had the most amazing day with the most amazing girl and i can probably die now and be okay with it.

i'm thankful for all your lies and all your bullshit and all the sickness and the sadness. i would suffer it ten times over if it meant that i would be done with you. last night, i remembered something that i thought i had forgotten. it was a wednesday and i had been sick all week knowing all the other days had led up to this one. i made you ( Read more... )

I am still feeling last night...kinda blah. I don't know how much I had to drink or how I am still alive. People need to stop buying me alcohol. I wouldn't drink if i had to pay for it. I have a huge paper due in five hours. My topic is "Is there truth? What is truth?" I haven't started it. I'm probably not going to. I feel like going out ( Read more... )

i am a fuck. a fuck fuck fucking fuck. and i sat in my room crying, dying, vomiting, screaming for a whole month about how unfair life is and how fucking cruel some people can be, just to be chemically resurrected and forced into the realization that i am one of those people. one person. there was one person that never left me. she had every ( Read more... )

..always in trouble. i am ALWAYS in trouble.

I am one minute and forty-five seconds faster than I was yesterday ( Read more... )

fuck who you wanna fuck but don't claim what i claim because we are not the same and i'm not saying that i'm any better, just not confused..

muslims don't walk into a christian church one sunday a month and recanting, say they were drunk and give the christians confidence, "we were right all along," their voices rise in the same goddamn psalm