1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before? Become an alcoholic. That was fun ( Read more... )

( FIGHT FIGHT )

"I'm just frustrated is all. I understand that the things going on in my life are ridiculous and miniscule on the larger scale and maybe I'm only seeing what I'm directly exposed to. Why can't people just be honest to me? I've noticed that its the same situation as far as I go, people follow the same patterns, even when people are isolated from an ( Read more... )

Holy shit it is 2:30am on Monday morning, I feel ill and I have to work tomorrow at midday ( Read more... )

Why do I even bother going on anymore?

Bring back this fight tonight.
All of these lies that I uphold/
For one good note.
Bring back this fight tonight.
All of these lies that I uphold/
For one false hope.

All the lyrics to Prepare To Be Let Down... all of them. Every. Single. Fucking. Line. This is my life, in the form of an album, this is me, scribbled down on pieces of paper then screamed to the tune of riffs and blast beats. Every time I listen to any song on this album I feel like I am opening myself up, just letting my emotions run, just ( Read more... )

I found out Michael Crafter of I Killed The Prom Queen/alottaotherbands was gay today, and my opinion of the man changed. Everything I had heard about him until now has been very negative, that he is a very controlling, cocky, self-involved prick. But to keep his homosexuality a secret for so long in a scene that can be very homophobic, or at least ( Read more... )

I've been thinking and reading again, and I just feel sick ( Read more... )

1:30am, been up since 6am yesterday. Worked, it was really good. There have been some "issues" at work, inverted commas because nobody has fucking told me shit, just somebody told me that there has been some nurses, not named, bitching about me for some reason. To squash those rumours out, I have had the best run of shifts that it feels a bit ( Read more... )

Hello world of livejournal! Long time no bark ( Read more... )