"Gravity doesn't grant me the privilege of failure. My bough never breaks. I don't stumble into anything. So I climb and I carve my initials in the bark with that feather I found but its all so contrived. My genes didn't bless me with the foresight of a sage but I know how this will end: in apologies and ink on the page."

A lot of things have been going on lately for me. I have had some serious issues arrise that are still on-going. I really don't know what state my life is going to be in in two weeks, in two months, in two years. And so much revolves around what I do in the next few days it scares me. I hate pressure, but it is part of my job. I've got to get ( Read more... )

Been to hospital for a night, been to two different doctors, still not eating.
Wml.

I've lost ten kilos in three days! I am actually, literally, dying this time.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm desperate, I'm sorry.

I feel so sick right to my stomach, I don't know why. I wish I could tell how I feel.

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before? MAKE MONEY MONEY MAKE MONEY MONEY!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn't make any, but I might this year. It will be: Fuck bitches, smoke trees, make money.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Negative.
4. Did anyone close to you die? ( Read more... )

WHEN I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR I SEE BOY NOT MAN. (your sisters are starving, your brothers are burning)

I just woke. I slept for ten and a half hours and my body feels wrecked. I had a very bizarre dream that tells me I spent too much time at work and too much time playing Morrowind. I am going to get something like two and a half weeks off soon. I want to do something exciting with that time, but I will probably just spend it all sleeping in till 12 ( Read more... )

"so it's all come back round to breaking apart ( Read more... )