work sucks. im so tired.

mfa this sunday afternoon i think.

starting the 10th i am working sundays 8pm- 1am or whenever we get finished. it should not be too bad.

ive been acting stupid latley.

this weekend was nothing like i thought it would be ( Read more... )

ive been feeling sick. and tired.
im thinking about the future, and i am a bit worried. i need to start applying for school so i can get the hell out of here.

went to the show. it was ok.
thanksgiving was ok.

i made a makeshuft amp out of my dads pioneer reciver from the fucking 70's. it has a midi input thingy so i juat hooked up a speaker. it works good exept it buzzes.

i want a mandloin and a concertina for christmas

i had a bad time at work. well after work. drunk. this guy pays me no respect. i dont know what is problem is, but he has beef with me. all i want is amasty i dontlike confertation but he wouldnt even shake my hand. in the broader sence i dont think most of those people pay me much respect. some do and i am obliged back to them for that. but i feel ( Read more... )

its friday. thanksgiving weekend is apporaching. im not sure if my boss is expecting me to show up on wednesday. i told her i could not come in but she went on how she cant just give me a day off. i dont think they will fire me. if they do they will be assholes and use me untill peak is done then they will fire me. i want to bring the subject past ( Read more... )

ranting on livejournal again...

i hate when my fucking mother asks me go to pick up fucking groceries right after i get home from work. that is the last thing i want to do after standing for 6 hours.
and oh yeah i just spent 90 dollars at shaws last weekend. what can we possibly need.

i am going to kill my mother. she got a fucking playstation2 for herself. i got pissed because i fucking pay for groceries while she buys fucking video games. now she is giving it away and that pisses me of even more. we waste 130 bucks and my fucking cousin gets a free fucking playstation

so i got a new car. it kind of sucks. its the same as my old car exept alot newer. 98 escort lx. its red, doesnt look too bad. but a cd player is absent. there inst even a tape deck. i am asking for an ipod for christmas so that issue will be solved ( Read more... )

what the fuck...

shitty weekend. wentout to lunch, drank sam adams. work last night was gay. we got out at 3. a bit too ealry for me. i wonder why i came to work at all.