i am confused, period.

to say it happened before i could realize it is a bit of an understatment, and i'm not implying southern california's cooky definition of spring, just life in general.

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perhaps its becoming more obvious, between you and i, that you like me, and i like you.
even more than perhaps, because your eyes, and mine, they give us away, like memories at a yard sale.

four weeks of not studying reared it's ugly head these past couple days, and maybe ill take a lesson away from it, for once. 12 units, school monday-wed, it's too easy, and i'm hellbent on making my life harder. paradoxical
too much time,  and nothing can get done.

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my mind is at odds with itself. I cant concentrate on anything, static ( Read more... )

yeah, i suppose thats about right.

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last night i saw 'rep-yo-set', a documentary about gangs in the city of compton and the program to bring them together through music, exclusively rap, rather than killing each other. a bold contrast from the rent a tux-teenagers, and their scantly clad dates, we witnessed riding through downtown in obnoxious stretch limos- formal night hip-hop ( Read more... )

i want to go on another roadtrip.

i miss a lot of things lately.


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lightning, but no thunder ( Read more... )