But staying positive is the only way I can reinforce anything that keeps me happy. Its the only way I can hear that faint whisper of "You are worth it. You are amazing. You deserve whatever happiness you can get. You deserve to be loved."

I'll take my pills and say its for the best.

Secret hipsterism happens, but I'm not telling you what I'm working with.

There will be haircuts. There will be more piercings. Because I have control issues.

There will be mod.

Maybe spring break is just what the doctor ordered, more than you'll ever know.

I forget I have an lj, and I think I won't be around for much longer. I like blogger. I'm not telling where i am, though. There is too much crazy to share, even for the few of you that still creep and linger in these digital halls ( Read more... )

This is gibberish. No names, no specifics, just brain vomit ( Read more... )

I had to yell (yell = be visibly pissed and not be nice and smiley) at a student already. I've only been here an hour. Student comes in with a typed paper, fine. But then he's like "yeah I have no periods or commas." A single spaced page with two paragraphs AND NO PUNCTUATION. And he was not going to pull off the ee cummings type of pretension. Did ( Read more... )

"Har Mar Superstar is playing Detroit on November 2, and Chicago on November 3. He's got a new CD out too. Set pants to shit."

For some reason I am way too amused by the fact that I said set pants to shit.

today's as good of a day as any to start updating this bitch again.

CSI is old/new Wu-Tang.

I'll explain one day.

Last night I had a dream. I'm standing at the corner closest to my house, with my mom. My mom is talking to the neighbors while I scream at people who don't stop at stop signs. Like full blown Tourette's yelling, screaming, swears. I made up a few good ones, but I can't remember them now. My voice was getting all hoarse and chipmunky and a few ( Read more... )

I got a job. That's a lie. I got a place to go to for 8 hours a day with no windows (except in the bathroom), where I sit and wait for people to call. In the meantime I have a phone book where I dial a lot of "wrong numbers" or disconnected ones. I was always aware of the economic situation in Michigan, but it didn't hit me until I found out ( Read more... )