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To you, an unsent letter
(the part to someone else)
My cards came today, and I wanted to thank you.
I'll be holding on to the playing cards, but giving away the Tarot cards.
(the part to us both)
I wanted to thank you, and let you know why I'm crying my eyes out. I'm grieving, but not in the literalest sense. I haven't lost anyone or anything yet. I'm grieving what I'm... ( Read more... ) -
Swungover 2022
So I went to Westies on the Water this year again, and for the first time did NOT volunteer.
Part of me was extremely unhappy and out of place about this.
Next year I'm going to volunteer partially. I was without purpose. I didn't know how to help. I needed to help so badly the first thing I did when I got on site was find the volunteer coordinator ( Read more... ) -
A witching I will go!
I'm having a damned good time, I suppose literally for some.
I went to a Norse pagan blót (but there were NO sacrifices in the literal sense!) last night and had a blast. All we "let out" or "let go" were words of praise and stories of our ancestors. so there. :P it doesn't have to be gross. oh, and actually no one aired grievances about family ( Read more... ) -
So, I'm gratitude journaling...
(...when I'm high, and...
I'm really thankful for...)
I was eating Manchego cheese and I fed some to my dogs.
I was trying to find out how big of a favor I'd done them and how much who loved who. Yeah, statistics bullshit. I'm fucking high?
So, I was trying to figure out how many tastebuds I have versus how many Dragon has (does having more even give ( Read more... ) -
I'm high, so.. here goes
I was starting to transcribe some lyrics into one of my other journals.. and I realized I can write without looking. I can't really type without looking that well, but I've been able to do this without thinking for quite some time. It got me thinking about "different types of brains and how we learn skills."
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And, about 20 years later...
I have 13 journals right now, and I guess this makes a 14th. I've been told that's an ADHD thing, since we tend to compartmentalize in order to organize the racing thoughts.
My diagnoses have changed since my last entry. (Which might've been 18 years or so ago... damn)
I'm dealing (rather well, mind you) with my Bipolar 1 Mania, ADHD and Anxiety.
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Pues..
No puedo dormir. Es estraño, porque sono ya. Estas noches pasadas son como disastres pequeñas - pienso que estoy durmiendo, pero siento como muerte en la mañana. Heh.. Es la pesadilla de vida. Me amo alguna vez - es un sentido más maravilloso. Voy a Ohio en domingo para trabajar; no sé si el lugar me encantarà como el año pasado, pero estoy ( Read more... ) -
cada tiempo
Escribo en esa página solamente cuando algún cosa está molestandome. Necesito cambiar. Quiero una vida y amigas que van lugares.. Estoy aburrida.
Pasó el fin de semana en Canadá con mi mama y amigos.
Quiero ser alguien.. y no quiero esperar.
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en espanol
Hasta un tiempo duro, y ya he hecho nada.
No tiene empleo o un novio. Pero, para algun razon (no conocido a mi), estoy feliz. ... FELIZ! No comprendo.. normalmente, estoy esa "emo" chica y lloro, lloro.. pero actualmente, estoy "ok." Me amo alguna vez!! woo!!
Ahora, estoy hablando con mis "chicos," y, por eso, tendre que terminar ese.
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so..
It's been about a month ( Read more... )