Last night I was left alone in the bar..hanging out with people but slowly they all left..couldn't find Bree anywhere. I knew and know she would never.do anything like.cheat on me but I started to convince myself what if because this other person was doing something like that. So I was fighting this fear in my head when I found her having a rough ( Read more... )

I fell in love today harder then ever and I truly mean ever. Things are meant to be and this is one. Not one thing compares to any of my past. Judge if you want but you have no idea.

Just like this line a lot, want to make sure I remember it.

Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.

I have been thinking this past year over and thinking about everything that is happening at the start of the next year already, so much will be happening and changing and it all feels really positive. Already on the 3rd I will be starting school, then a week later well not even a week later, I will be going to Florida to meet Casey's family. In ( Read more... )

It's interesting to hear about how easy people have it. People get to not work or leave their jobs just because and then collect unemployment. oh oh I am sorry "funemployment". Then they continue to complain about how rough their lives are. Not to say my life is "rough" but it's much more annoying then sitting around doing whatever I want all day. ( Read more... )

I am scared to death right now

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Work is making my exhausted, just from surgery and now moving around. But luckily this work week hasn't been to bad, got off early today and maybe I will tomorrow also. Just trying to rest on my off time, been pretty sore and back to taking pain pills a bit but gotta do it sometimes. Spent my night doing some budget stuff, which is never really fun ( Read more... )

Ok I am starting to feel a little nuts sitting around so lets post on lj huh? Ok now this has sat open for 30 min so I clearly had nothing to really post about ( Read more... )

ok ok I need to get this out I think. I am scared. I go to the doctor again tomorrow to get the stitches out of my nipples and I am scared. Am I doing to much? Does my surgery look ok? Will I have nipples? I guess I don't really know what happens after tomorrow like care and things like that which is making me feel anxious a bit. There are just ( Read more... )

Had surgery, it was way better then I expected and haven't been nearly as out of it as I thought I would be. I have also had the best nurse anyone could imagine. I didn't know it was possible to be taken care of so well. I know that it is why I have felt so good through out all of this. I am an extremely lucky boy ( Read more... )