Is my relationship with UChicago. They taunt and tease me, and seduce me with silent films and hot geography professors, and then they tell me I won't know if I got it until "early next week," whenever that is. Now I may have to apply to other colleges. Darn.

Such a beautiful day. It rained just for us, just those few moments we were together. Life is delicious and crying with joy. I think I'm in love.

It is the strangest sensation of joy ( Read more... )

I can see all the veins in my right arm.

They hired Higgins. Even though I know they didn't mean to overlook me, I'm offended that he will be present on campus, and not only present, but doing my job. Which I would have done for free, because I love it. Even though this leaves me the opportunity to do some cool techie stuff, I don't know if I can even handle working in the same theater ( Read more... )

Even though you might lose control ( Read more... )

Voting day. I can't vote. So that wasn't anything ( Read more... )

I've sent in ONE College App!!! That is exciting, although I am still worried about it and have a ton of other stuff to do.

The fishtank is gone. It hasn't had fish in it since Chaplin and Brando, and all but an inch of the water had evaporated. I was looking forward to watching it dry out completely. But it was suddenly gone. Poof! One less

I have a checking account, but no income. A license, but no car. Everything I own is not really mine. I have the responsibilities of an independent human being, but not the resources. How can I support myself if I'm not allowed to? How will I ever be able to afford life on my own? Will I? Babysitting all the time for grocery money like I am ( Read more... )

I get emails from the HRC that say, please help us support bill such-and-such, which will add sexual orientation to the list of identifiers that cannot be discriminated against in schools. Please send a copy of this letter to the governor, or call his office to support this bill. I oblige ( Read more... )