Rain outside and cozy tea and scones inside with a wonderful company and conversation. Lovely.

Carnies and Freaks and Circus motifs taking over my life. Examples: Geek love, Nightmare Alley, and Chris Ayer's new song with reference to a 3 ring Circus ( Read more... )

Hampshire accepted me! I loved them before and I love them even more now because they are letting me stop flipping out about the future knowing I have somewhere to go that is awesome! No more college stress!

My relationship with Memories 89.1 hits a rough patch every time they play that song, "You're Nobody Until Somebody Loves You." With so much brilliant old music to choose from, you'd think they wouldn't play that crap so much.

It's over then. It only lasted a split second and then it was gone. Such an ecstatic split second that the hours following can only disappoint ( Read more... )

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
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Stolen (from Chris Ayer, Ellen, and my mother):
-Go out and live for love and my friends
-Put off exercise for a while
-Eat dessert first

Mine:
-Make time to paint
-Write letters
-Find happier way to express love
-Don't become an adult when turning 18 (or since these aren't supposed to be negative: Stay a kid)
-Stalk Cap'n

All awful things aside, life is spectacular. I miss my grampa, but whether it's oblivion or heaven or reincarnation or something else altogether, it has to be better than that hospital bed. I'm not as angry at Chicago knowing they might still like me, but don't know it yet. And the tired/headachiness will go away ( Read more... )

The word of the day is opportune.

Tea party in my room, writing a paper with strawberry champagne green tea! Yum! The spanish sugar packets are from portugal and the maltese ones from england.

Yes I have posted 3 times today. I win.