Tobias, the Tiger suddenly appeared after months of missing...

...I think I wish to achieve godhood. Studies shall begin shortly in this direction.

...to go back to basics. I have fallen off the path I've set for myself and today I woke up with a stronger purpose than I've had in recent months to get back to where I was. Going underground for some time and just doing work.

My thoughts are pretty scattered. My subconscious doesn't seem to sync up with me and I don't know what I want anymore or what to wish for. I think I just want to be for a while. I think I'm also sadly feeling disconnected about my friends...I don't feel anything this week but I hope it's just a matter of apathy that sweeps me every now and then ( Read more... )

I suppose that things have gone well when relating to work these past couple of days. Productivity has increased and the responsibilities that I handle keep me otherwise sane. I think too much and believe that I must find some method of being able to clear thoughts from overwhelming me. It is not a sense of worry as much as drawing up so many ( Read more... )

Recently I feel as if my days have been stretched out to feel like years. Though time passes by quickly, the contents of it make me feel like I've done a lot and on days where things go slow, I feel terribly bored. Life has been going according to plan...of sorts. Nothing's ever perfect, but at least it seems that they are going as expected. ( Read more... )

Options, options, options...what to do today, what to observe or interact with? So much to do and accomplish. Random thoughts on a random Friday. Think I'll get a haircut today after work and I'll take it from there.

I am well aware of who I am. I know what I do or do not like. I have my flaws but I also have my strengths and dislike my own virtues compromised...but should I compromise myself for someone, they better believe they mean something to me.

It's almost like a bullet that was fired from a gun miles away...and had been waiting this long to hit its mark.

I simply felt it best to withdraw and take a breather from most everything. This weekend no clubs for me. I'm going to do the bar circuit again and find solace in that. Shit, I forgot there is a building party in Newark I got invited to...I think I can pull this off and the guest list is unknown to me, but perhaps better this way. Odd, that for ( Read more... )