I suppose I feel somewhat peaceful, if not productive to say the least. Taxes were filed and noow to wait for the return so that I can just get my car running. We shall see how things unfold.

Small sense of disappointment. It's ok though, I think I have rectified the issue.

There is still much ice,
Apply warmth of intention,
To bring about Spring.

I build too many walls to protect myself.
I started making holes in those walls to not suffocate.
Now I have a labyrinth waiting for someone to find me.

I don't believe that everyone can control everything. I don't believe we as people aren't meant to and even if we were it'd be too much for us to hold onto anything of that magnitude. Still, we as people seek perfection, but must realize that perfection is merely an ideal that must be sought but never achieved. The perfect balance between ( Read more... )

Honestly I believe we do a much better job fooling ourselves than each other.

Tonight's one of those nights that I feel like I'm living on the edge and am quite unsure about what path I should take. I have the positive flow going, but I feel like colors bleed into each other and things aren't easy to take apart or making the right decision could go so many ways. I don't wish things were easier, I simply wish that I had the ( Read more... )

Just when I feel I have everything figured out (or at least to a level that it makes sense) the universe throws a curve ball to see how well I will adjust. Today's oddity? My cellphone that somehow didn't want to boot up normally, but allowed me to extract old information and took an hour to recover/update everything. I don't particularly get it, ( Read more... )

At this hour of night I am useless even to myself...ugh.

Didn't win the lotto but that's ok. I did win two dollars and find that to be a good start for now. Had I won I know exactly what I would do and who I would go to first...prrledictable but so are the matters of the heart.