You walk. you walk the same route almost everyday. Pass the same buildings and the same trees. The pond over to the right never fails to catch your eye. It no longer wears a thin coat of ice but the water remains very still, the reflection brown by the trees that have wrapped themselves around the edges. The sky is blue with not a single cloud to ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Mr.Lindskog's wake. The funeral home looked tiny and all I could think of was 'alright...this is gonna take a while'. I arrived there at around 3:30, a half hour before it opened. I wasnt THAT far back in the line but it still took me 3 hours to see him. I waited outside for 2 and a half hours and then a half hour inside. I felt ( Read more... )

I think its a bit sad that LJ is basically out, at least amoung my friends it is. But the good thing is that I could probaly write just about anything in here without many people reading it ( Read more... )

I dont update this. I dont care. Its only been a few days but it feels more like weeks. People have tried to make me smile, and it has worked in cases but im still left with that feeling deep down in my stomache. Sometimes im able to put what happened in the back of my head, but theres not a minute that goes by when im not thinking about him and ( Read more... )

I slept for 13 hours last night. and thats what I do with myself.

I havent updated this in a very long time. I guess ive stopped because everyone on my friends list had stopped updating months ago so I feel like theres really no reason for me to do this either ( Read more... )

She sits before a mirror, wondering if she wants to envelope herself in great depths of human flesh all the while drowning herself in a sea of instruments and melodies ( Read more... )

Lately one of my biggest stressors is that I still dont have a job after 3 months. At first I wasnt in a big hurry to find one because I still had money in the bank and the idea of me having weekends off was like a dream, seeing as I had worked every single weekend for 8 months straight. But the cash is dwindling and my parents arent ( Read more... )

So I havent left my house in literally two days.The weather sucks. Theres of course, nobody to hang out with because like...no one is ever around. I already want to sleep sunday away. I am bored to tears and im in a bad mood and everything makes me mad. but what else is new? my boyfriend that I havent had much contact with in the last couple days ( Read more... )

So I have come to find that very simple things can put me at complete ease and make me amazingly happy. Well, I have known this for some time now but I never usually pay much attention to it. To have a lover that is capable of making me feel the way I do is probally the best thing in the world and I try to give it back. As I was laying on the back ( Read more... )