looking toward the past ( Read more... )

the warmth lets me know
that good things are on their way.
sorry about falling asleep.
comfort like that is something
i have been missing.
things are shifting...

not sure which way.

just following the breeze...

please follow my lead...

sometimes,
one simple comment
can make your entire day.
sometimes,
one simple look
can make you completely melt.
sometimes,
one simple smile
can make you understand.

and even sometimes,
one simple night
can help you remember,
why this all makes sense.

more pics to share! she's getting so big so quick...i love her.
i hope you guys love these pictures!

( cute as a button )

honestly...i've never had so much happen in one year...and its not even been a year yet ( Read more... )

Sweep the dirty stairs, the ones I waited on ( Read more... )

having a little baby fall asleep in your arms is the best thing in the entire world...

these are the things i will cherish and remember the most...

not the ridiculous screaming and crying that sometimes seem to echo in my head.

*the smile is still on my face*

getting things off your chest doesn't always end as you like ( Read more... )

i already can't wait for this year to be over. 2005 will not come soon enough. i'm not even at the halfway point of this year yet and i'm ready to start fresh with a new year. things will be more settled, Madison will be older, and everything thats going on with my mom and this whole new marrying of our families will be somewhat resolved. i'm ( Read more... )

so, my mom was on vaycay this week, mon-thurs with the boyfriend...visiting his parents and what not. but we all new something was fishy. then the other night my aunt starts putting thoughts into my head...and what do ya know; my mom comes home with a 1 and a third carot round cut diamond on her left finger. never thought my mom would move that ( Read more... )