The general has died in battle... but there is someone else to take his place and that someone is Cowboy_brian. So add  it if you'd like too.

ni have decided that i'm done with it all... now to find the way where i won't seem lke an asshole which is pretty much impossible.

So i got some stiches... wasn't a terrible experience though, my doctor was such a cool guy... If it wasn't for that guy i would have gone insane, we just talked about bands while my mom was around and then drugs when she wasn't. I wanna find that guy one day and just smoke with him,it would be awsome. Peace out.

I fucked-up my leg realy badly today and besides that i'm in a realy sad and depressed mood and me just having to sit in my house and maybe a hospital room later is just bringing more thoughts to my head... Which might actually be better because i'm starting to realize some of the truth behind things and it's helping me realize that i might have ( Read more... )

My stomach is realy messed up right now and i don't know why but its pissing me off. I didn't go to school again today becuz i was actually feeling sick and still am. I'm gunna go to school tomorrow even if im not feeling good because im supposed to go over rays 2morrow. Other than all that i've just been pretty akward lately and i've also been ( Read more... )

mom's friend- Hey brian, are you going to prom?- me- Nah, if i was gunna have my parents give me that much money i would use to see Maiden and Priest so that i would have a night to remember- mom's friend-oh...

420 is a fun day... even the parts that i wasn't effected by anything was pretty awsome. All together it was a realy chill day that i cant complain about.

I realy don't know what the fuck is going on anymore and I think that it's starting to get to me. On top of that my mom was talking about kicking me out next month so that means i gotta try to pull my shit together and it's not gunna be easy with the mindset i've been in lately so i probably will get kicked out of my house... and i have no where to ( Read more... )

i can't realy complain about the day at all... I found out that my ( Read more... )

Pretty cool day i guess... It would alot better if my dad wasnt planning on moving out and other shit, but it happens. I just hate how shit always happens to me, as if my life wasnt already fucked-up enough. Maybe shit will actually sort out but i kind of doubt any of it will because its me.W/E...