Didn't go to school today because i didn't feel like waking up or seeing anyone and then i was in a pretty odd mood for the rest of the day but i was feelin better later on... i've just been in a realy irratable mood lately. Didn't go to rays cousins today but i think i am tomorrow which should be good... i'm gunna go take some sleeping pills now.

today was a pretty good day, jamming after school was realy good... we just need to lay everything out and clean up some stuff but no big deal. The rest of the day was its normal akwardness... and im supposed to go to rays cousins house tomorrow which would pretty awsome but also weird.

So i got my drumsticks and also some chinese food so that made me happy...the rest of the day was just odd and ammusing, p3Ac3.

I think im gunna go to sam ash today becuz i could realy use some new drumsticks and there realy isnt anything else to do so whynot... I just need to find somthing to do after that because i realy dont feel like sitting around bored as hell like i normally do.

im just sitting around right now trying to think of somthing to do, i'm still realy bummed out and i dont understand it...im just gunna go play my drums.

im pretty bored...kinda depressed, i think i'll go take some sleeping pills now...

lets give these sleepings pills a trial...

yesterday was pretty chill but theres still somthing missingand i know that i wont be truely content until its there. I didnt feel like going to school today because i didnt wanna be around anyone at all. Maybe my mom will actually take me for shoes today.

I'm just sitting here in school and i'm bored as hell...i might go get some new shoes today which would be nice cuz who doesn't love a new pair of shoes. I dont know what the hell this week is gunna bring, i have a feeling its gunna be pretty shitty with the mood i've been in but w/e... it happens. I realy wanna start getting away from this stupid ( Read more... )